heh.i'm getting lazy again.there are so many thoughts that i wanna put down...but always end up deciding against it.

that's why when some friends of mine talk about this particular blogger like as if they know her/him since forever..judging them and what not.i feel like...what to do u know?there are so many touchy subjects one cannot put in their blog..especially if their blogs are well known.it's like..writing in a diary..and publishing it for the whole world to read.

so at this point u must be smirking and thinking..

"u so marfan..if like that..just write in a diary and padlock it lah..tiu."

yeah.i would have done it waay before...but the FACT that i'm so damn lazy to do it (mind you...each and every diary i've gotten as a gift(d'uh i'm not so deluded to buy one  thinking that i'll actually even write my name on it) has been wasted..i nvr lasted past two pages)plus...my typing speed is absofckinlutely-out-of-your-mind-eyeballs-can-pop-out fast. .so i guess blogging is the way to go.

anyways.i was out with my friend mei.cheng may,grace,n kai lin yesterday..in luna..as a farewell-sort-of-gathering for cheng may..who's leaving for the states next monday.

so we were talking about how people will change when they are thrown in an unknown and foreign country..with it's own culture that we're not accustomed to.we were predicting what will happen to each of us..and that got me thinking..

what will i turn into?a geek?a wallflower?a wild-crazy-cocaine-snorting druggie?

will i throw out all the principles(or what's left of it) that i have stood by for the past 19 years of my life?

who knows for sure?whatever we predicted for our friends...it's just predictions.life has it's own funny way of throwing milestones at u..unexpected ones...neither good nor bad.

i always believe...for every bad thing that happens ..there's always a good thing u get outta it.

as much as i want to stand true to my principles..temptations(e.g.lets say this hot dude comes along..whoa.for sure jump into line with him la right?!principles be damned!) will always be presented on a silver platter...and i just do not know how strong my principles are to actually have restraint against it.(i think u have a vague idea )

so after the prediction session..cm n kl left for ghetto..and considering what happened last week..no way in hell am i gonna even step into the carpark of zouk...so mei grace n i adjourn to williams.(mamak behind my house).

so we were talking about what kind of impression we make on other ppl.

the convo went like this..

me:mei.i think u have that virginal-sweet-kinda look...which obviously...m'sian guys are suckers for.

mei:really?am i really like that?(smile forming at the thought of being virginal n sweet)

me:hEll no?i just said u LOOK like that.

mei:

HEH.tough luck mei.

grace:me leh?

me:hmmm..u have that motherly look

mei:yeAH yeah!

grace:WHAT?SO U say i LOOK LIKE A MOTHER LAH?

me n mei:(proceeds to reassure her that it's her character..not the look)

and at this point u must be thinking..what are their impressions of me..but since this is my blog i have a damn right to keep that to myself if i wanted to.hEH.=)

after much reassurance and persuasion on mei's and my part..we proceeded to pick out a tv character/icon/famous person that we're most similar too.

mei:so u say i look virginal n sweet...which character am i?

me:(After much thought)heh......mother theresa?

mEi:.

just a joke mei.lOl.tho..it really cracked me up imagining under the nun outfit.IRONY.

grace:so?i'm motherly.who do i look like?

me:MARTHA STEWART!

ROTFL!!!!we all burst out laughing our asses off..

(and then i quickly changed the subject so they wouldn't think of a character to associate me with..)

so i guess...it doesn't really matter who or what we change into..the fact that we're friends..each of us with our very different characters...we should accept our friends just as they are..good and bad...

but then again..that's just me.

BOILS DOWN TO LUCK

hmm.guess what?i spent a good half an hour thinking of how i should start my first sentence of my first blog entry.yeah..at this point i know u're like..wtf??haha.and u guessed right...i Am a novice at blogging.Honestly..i don't understand the whole hooha about the blogs and blogging..but like a lot of ppl..i am sortof addicted to certain blogs...and like most ppl..have the INTENTIon to start a blog.but nvr did so ..hehe.due to..well.laziness lah duh.but cutting the story short..here i am.my first REAl blog..first blog entry.nothing special.i know.well..due to..laziness.again.hehe.so i guess to those who know me already...and to those who don't..i am a lazy person.

okay.so.cutting the crap.i'll start of with pics of  the upfront event i went to last wednesday.       

fr l-r.that's sandy.amanda and i

l-r ..thats sandy.me.chengmay.lyd.amanda

actually.there are loads more..but.due to..heh.u guessed as much..laziness..sorry!uploading 3 is enough to piss the shit outta me.

and then there's the fatefull thursday night at ghetto..which.totally sucks balls as there was a raid.

let me elaborate...that thursday evening..was my prom night.which..btw..was kinda boring..if not for my classmates and all....the food sucked.the place sucked..(holiday villa..if u have to know).the events sucked.the lucky draw sucked(why?u ask..because OF ALL THE 50 ODD DRAWS I WASN"T ONE OF THEM?!?!?heh..but not like i really wanted the prizes..mind you...)...so..yeah.basically prom pretty much sucked.tho..i guess that's the point of prom isn't it?for you to pay a bomb to go to an event which u pretty much know u'll not enjoy yourself ..just for the sake of meeting up with your classmates whom u'll nvr see again.(most probably).

oh well..but that's all besides the point.as i was saying..

so i left prom early.got all excited at the prospect of going to ghetto..which i've not been to...(at least not whole heartedly..what not with my finals and all..(which..i studied REALLY REALLY hard for ...cross my heart!..really!!....what?u think i'm lying??WHAT?u think i'll just screw up my finals?like i did for all my other exams?u crazy ar?!?!i'm so not trying to convince u okay!*grumbles*$%$%%$#%%^)

and as i was saying..so i was excited.

i changed into my top n jeans...IN THE CAR which is in the PARKING lot of the hotel.heh.luckily there wasn't anyone around..if not...confirm get raped la.i mean..what with my beautifull assets and all..*flips non-existant long hair*.(joke..btw)and i speed all the way to zouk.and when i got there..guess what..

it was packed to the brim.

so i thought..well.since my friend already said she got me into the guestlist..i can just breeze through the line and get in easily.

so nOT???!!

when i finally managed to SQUEEZe myself near talking distance to the bouncer..(Total ass#$&^ btw)..i overheard this convo betw the bouncer and some random dude

random dude:i'm under so n so's guestlist.

bouncer:so?line up!

random dude:why?but im in the guest list already!

bouncer:everydamn person here says he is in some guestlist.what makes u think that i'll let u in just because u say so?

*snigger snigger*

and then i walked (confidently)to the bouncer and said..i'm in so n so's guestlist.(at this point..the bouncer don't really care who's guestlist you're in anyways)

bouncer:you alone?

me:yeah.(mind you..a few of my friends was just next to me trying to persuade the other bouncer)

and he let me in.

so let me tell u..to get in to zoukduring peak hours..all u need is confidence.go in alone.and have a pair of boobs.(huge ones preferably).

sorry guys

anyways...so i bluffed my way in..and met up with my friends who were already inside

(my buncha friends who were talking to the other bouncer couldn't get in since they came in a huge group)

we were happily dancing away ...and then i got 3 missed calls from my friend mei.

had a inkling of something bad's gonna happen.

true enough..the lights went on.and the music stopped.

i started dragging my friends's asses off the dancefloor and to the door.but by then ppl were already pushing and scrambling trying to get out.

so yeah.this malay dude's voice came on..saying

"good morning.i am chief police officer bla bla bla..."

we were trying to get out.but got stuck at the doorway as cops were blocking the glassdoors inside.but we managed to get out since we were one of the earlier ones.

so we were stuck at the tunnel...as there were cops blocking outside too.and then i realised...

my purse which contained my id was with my friends..who were still inside

WTF:!?!!?!??!?!!?*pulls hair*

so at this point..i had two choices.to go back in and get my id..or to get caught without an id...so i guess..i don't actually have a choice.

so i went in again.and found my friend B sitting at one of the tables.

me:so..u have any idea whats the raid about ar?

B:(calm and chillin)nah..probably checking for drugs

me:shit la ..how now.damn hard to get out

B:chillin la..(waves one hand)no big deal.come come..just sit with us and have a drink*proceeds to pour drink*

me:

here i was.worrying..and he was so calm about it.but then again.can't blame him.he's of offcial age.not taking drugs.and had his id.

so i scrambled to the glassdoor again.and just got mobbed by the huge ..(And i really mean HUGE) farangs (kuai lous)around me.

i was tired,frustrated and pissed.

and the police didn't wanna let us out.some mean cop kept on shouting at ppl to get back in to the club..i couldn't give a flying fck and just stood there.then he said...foreigners!!foreigners can go out!

so this buncha farangs walked out..just like that.and i followed suit behind them.

and guess what...i got through!!!

heh.at this point..i was thinking.."wah.i actually look like a foreigner ar..not bad"

so..comforting myself with that notion as i walked out..confidence restored.i walked past the throng of ppl waiting outside.and met my friends at the road opposite.

and then i stoned...just sat there..contemplating what COUld've happened if i really got caught for some reason or other..and brought to the balai.

.

and i was thinking..i got lucky when i was trying to get INto zouk.and i got lucky again when i was getting OUT of zouk.

NO more zouk for me.i swear to u..that place is le SHITTE.as the french put it.

....but then again..that's just me.

 pics of prom and ghetto up later.

ps:anyone care to join me for zoukout??TEE HEE.